I recently had to check and see if Guns N’ Roses’ “Chinese Democracy” had been released yet. I honestly didn’t know if I had just missed the news or maybe just forgot. I had the innate understanding that, most likely, when the album did finally come out; the news of it’s release would be a drop in the bucket compared to the steady flowing river of ironic conjecture and easy jokes about it’s seemingly permanent purgatorial status. It’s still not out.
And I breathed a sigh of relief.
You see, ideally, that record will never come out because if it ever does it will ruin about a perfect epilogue to a hard rock narrative whose scope has reached from 1987 to the present with ellipses into the future. A scope that measures the width of my own growth from childhood to adulthood as well as American tales like “Citizen Kane” to Modernist manifestos and literary milestones such as those of Joyce.
In 1988, due to the success of the “Sweet Child O’ Mine” single, the video for “Welcome To The Jungle” was in heavy, heavy rotation on MTV. As such, I witnessed a young William Bailey, nee William Rose (and subsequently, William Axl Rose) stepping off a city bus, all Indiana innocence and naivete, onto the gritty streets of experience that was Hollywood, California. It probably took me months to finally see the video from start to finish as, to be truthful; the images, the song, the tone and my parent’s puritan leanings as well as the fear of God had me too terrified to make it all the way through.
Don’t get me wrong, I loved it, but I had honestly seen nothing like it before. The music was so familiar but at the same time seemed to almost literally spit and piss on the riffs of Poison and Motley Crue. The cartoon sexuality and naughtiness of David Lee Roth were replaced by a gross and frank carnality. The requisite lusty babes had the vacant stares of casualties of some mental urban warfare and any titillation was slammed up against the vision of that hay seed who got off the bus strait jacketed and being visually force fed all the evil of our modern western world through his eyes.
As far as I was concerned, Guns N’ Roses managed to condense all that was bad, maybe even Evil, (and not in a black magick, supernatural, Satanic kind of way, but in a dark recesses of the very real world kind of way) tie it up with whiplash guitar licks and send it directly into my exurbia, New Jersey home. The culture shock was so great that not only did it take me months to finally watch the video all the way through but it also took me years to realize that Axl had told his own future and had introduced his own character into the script of his own life. Foreshadowing his own twilight images in his first burst upon an unsuspecting culture’s consciousness.
I faced my fear and Guns N’ Roses became a part of my life. While I also came to love bands like the Stones and Led Zeppelin and Aerosmith, they were groups from a different time whose trajectories I had stepped into. I still rocked out to contemporary bands like In Living Color and Def Leppard but I viewed the activities of G n’ R as something almost meteorological to pay attention to. Like the weather.
We forget that a band who became so commercially successful, who was so popular was only around (in an “album releasing” and touring state, which may be the definition of “existence” for a band) for about four years. This is, of course, if we act like “The Spaghetti Incident?” never happened.
When Use Your Illusion II earned the distinction of being the only record to ever be explicitly banned from under my parent’s roof thanks to “Pretty Tied Up” (“I know this bitch she lives down on Melrose/ She aint’ satisfied without some pain/ Friday night is going up inside her…again/ I crack the whip because that bitch is jut insane”) I experienced my first trial run in arguing for artistic freedom regardless of moral merit. I had little knowledge at the time that Axl had just put the last brush stroke on the climax of his own artistic oeuvre.
One of the great things about pop culture is the way in which it echoes high culture. While the Romantics endowed literature with the belief that the individual’s spiritual and artistic journey was of the utmost importance and that to make great Art was to look inward, the Modernists took that respect for the “inward examination” and coupled it with the cold belief of a post-Darwin society. The singer songwriters of the 60s and 70s echoed that post-Romantic conceit of the individual’s inward examination tainted by the cynicism of living in a world gone wrong. Guns N’ Roses (by which I mean Axl Rose) took this conceit to the terrifying, barren apocalyptic landscape of post-modernism.
Act I
In 1987 Axl, as far as our cultural memory of him is concerned, stepped off of a bus in Hollywood California. He had just arrived from the Mid-West and the all- American experience of a broken home in which church service was regular and mandatory, as was hypocrisy and abuse. As he steps off the bus, wearing bell bottom jeans, a wheat stalk hanging comfortably from his lips; he gazes around him, seemingly aware that it is there that he will realize his dreams. Before the four and one half minutes of the song are up, he will be transformed from the hayseed with a dream to the nightmare byproduct of the dream factory. This is end of the first act, in which a music video explains to us, like a Greek Chorus, all that will befall our hero.
Act II
The hayseed has been transformed by his surroundings. He has battled with the streets and has come out the victor. Appetite For Destruction sold huge amounts of copies and the boy from nowhere with his gang of comrades has achieved success. They are rock stars. But in our post-modern landscape, in a post-punk world the true success is not entirely buying your own success. In fact, the image from the “Jungle” video with Axl bound and force fed violent, news-feed images ala Alex from A Clockwork Orange may very well be a symbol for what Axl recognizes “success” to be.
The subsequently released “Lies” EP typifies this. A fusing of two, previously released recordings including the incredibly offensive “One In A Million” as well as the Aerosmith cover “Mama Kin” and Rose Tattoo’s “Nice Boys (Don’t Play Rock and Roll)”; the record is simultaneously a middle finger, a recognition of their place in the pantheon of rock and admission of their hyper-awareness of the characters they have written for themselves and will play with perfect acuity.
Add to this the mock-up tabloid which served as a cover (stealing all the slander and libel from out of the mouths of the journalists and nay-sayers and owning it themselves) and the mega-hit “Patience” (adding a disarmingly sensitive counterpoint to the rest of the record) and you have a statement of an artist defiantly comfortable equally in his own commercial success on his own terms and his ability to turn his demons into that success.
Act III
The simultaneous release of two full length records (but not a double album, mind you) is an example of rock bloat on par with the KISS solo albums, however, no one ever became a legend by doing things small. But beyond the cliche is the suspicion that Rose believes that success as big as theirs not only demands a product just as big but also that if we have been following his raw and honest tales of life as Axl Rose (the paranoia of “Out Ta Get Me”, the nostalgia for innocence past of “Think About You”, the screaming realism of “Welcome to the Jungle” through to the brutal anger of “One In A Million”) it would be doing us all a disservice by not dropping us into the void that comes from being the millionaire wannabe Elton John fronting “The World’s Most Dangerous Band” whose own demons have been his truffle sniffing pigs and whose own dastardliness has brought him, in equally huge measures, vilification, unmitigated fame and monetary success.
What one fist notices with Use Your Illusion I and II is that while the first record has November Rain and Don’t Cry, the rest of it is primarily tough, bitchy, punchy rock songs. Use Your Illusion II however, is epic after epic. It opens with Civil War then two songs later Knockin’ On Heavens Door followed immediately by the vitriolic bombast of Get In The Ring not long before Breakdown, Locomotive and Estranged. Use Your Illusion I has it’s own share of long tunes, to be sure, but another marked difference is the tone. While I is mostly fiery white rock and self righteous anger, II’s lyrics have a far more introspective and existential tone.
While the mellow mafia of the seventies offered us the opportunity to look into the troubled psyche of acoustic guitar wielding troubadours and their dilemmas with both their souls and chicks, you got the feeling that everything, ultimately, would be OK; perhaps because the internal strife seemed to be punctuated with the gentle slamming of BMW doors. Make no doubt about it, conspicuous consumerism is by no means absent on Use Your Illusion II. In fact, I believe while making these records, Axl was known to wear furs and custom made sneakers and let’s not mention the production budgets for both records as well as the videos.
However, in this case, the introspectiveness of the seventies singer/songwriter has been dovetailed with the scorching honesty of punk rock with it’s sights on the Frankenstein’s monster of the rock star’s own coddled and damaged psyche.
In Get In The Ring, Rose asks, “Why do you look at me when you hate me?”, a curious question from someone starring in the video for “November Rain” and while he goes on to sing with confidence, “You may not like our integrity (yeah!) / We built a world out of anarchy (Oh, yeah!)”, shortly after this claim his mental and physical integrity seem to crumble and the seeds of living in anarchy seem to bloom.
Get In The Ring’s violent swagger seems to wilt in the face of:
“I’ve come to know the cold / I think if it as home/ When there ain’t enough of me to go around / I’d rather be left alone”
From Breakdown in which, by the end of the song, Axl is reciting a monologue from the ‘70’s cult classic film “Vanishing Point” where a lone hero symbolically fights the powers that would cut down the beauty of Emerson and Whitman’s dissident poet American spirit by driving his Dodge Challenger faster and faster until- at the end of the movie, he simply vanishes…Then:
“I bought me an illusion / And I put it on the wall / I let it fill my head with dreams / And I had to have them all / But oh the taste is never so sweet / As what you’d believe it is / Well I guess that it never is / It’s these prejudiced illusions that pump the blood / To the heart of the biz”,
and:
“Gonna have some fun with my frustration / Gonna watch the big screen in my head / I’d rather take a detour because this road ain’t getting clearer”
From Locomotive which with it’s spastic metric changes and almost frighteningly insistent riffage sounds like a man explicitly chronicling his thought patterns as he distinctly goes off the rails of his crazy train. Unfortunately, after that Locomotive leaves the station you simply become Estranged:
“Well I jumped into the river too many times to make it home / I’m out here on my own and drifting all alone / If it doesn’t show give it time / To read between the lines / ‘Cause I see the storm is getting closer / And the waves they get so high / Seems everything we’ve ever known’s here / Why must it drift away and die?”
The video for Estranged was the most convoluted of what was a trilogy of videos, inspired by a book written by Del James, a friend of Axl’s and supposedly with a main character based on Axl. In the book, this character died and this was a theme for the videos for “Don’t Cry”, “November Rain” and “Estranged”.
An additional thematic element showing up only in the Estranged video were…uh…dolphins. It seemed flatly ridiculous at the time I saw the video but bear in mind I was also getting to the age where the bombastic bloat-rock of G n’ R was being replaced for me by “alt- rock” and “grunge” and “indie rock”. Cadres of bespectacled ironic rockers wearing earth tones who made it clear what they thought about Axl Rose.
I know it sounds silly but in the last couple of years, I feel that I stumbled over exactly what the dolphins were supposed to symbolize for a man who’s “jumped into the river too many times to make it home”. Another big part of the Estranged video is Axl drowning in a turbulent ocean (not a river but, come on people, this is art). I’m pretty convinced Axl wanted the dolphins to save him. If you’re a man who has, ahem, estranged himself from the human world and is lost at sea you’d be looking for some dolphins too. You’d be looking for creatures smarter than humans but without the propensity for smallness and meanness. You’d be looking for creatures who have a reputation for saving drowning men.
I seem to remember a story about a dolphin from the olden days who would guide ships up a particularly tricky channel. Apparently, the creature has scars from all the places drunken sailors had gaffed him or shot him and yet he still helped those ships and sailors out. Axl could certainly use a friend like that. We all could.
Epilogue
At the end of James Joyce’s “Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man” Stephen Dedalus who has been learning to grow as an artist and to cut himself off from all of the provincial and small minded claims to his young mind and purposes, is gone. We are left with only his notebooks still in Ireland while he “takes flight” whether to rise to freedom or to have his wings melt and plummet to earth, we don’t yet know. In Orson Welles’ “Citizen Kane” we only see the protagonist through the stories of those who knew him.
In both cases it is the art itself which is the main character’s legacy. The story of Kane is the character, that is to say: it is Kane’s story, the artifice and not Kane the person which is important. Which is further to say that it is Welles’ story and not Welles which is the genius. Joyce (or Dedalus, frankly it’s a little confusing) goes on to make what is generally considered to be the most important piece of literature in the twentieth century vindicating the brash punk who was the Dedalus of “Portrait”.
Welles made many more great movies but estranged himself from any semblance of “the biz”, marking him a tragic victim of his own arrogance to some and a true American rebel and artist to others. In the end, no matter which side you align yourself with, he was fat and drunkenly hawking Paul Masson wine.
Joyce, blind, dictated his final work to Samuel Beckett and created “Finnegan’s Wake”which is generally considered to be the most head scratchingly confusing piece of literature ever.
Despite a handful of live performances with spotty reviews and an additional handful of songs leaked on the internet, Axl Rose has left us. Left us with “Appetite for Destruction”, “Lies” and “Use Your Illusion” I and II (again, acting like “The Spaghetti Incident?” never existed) and headed off to some strange place, glued to the big screen in his head in some Xanadu living room and threatening us with a “Chinese Democracy”. Time will tell if that work is unleashed on us to blow our minds, to simply confound us or to underwhelm us. Perhaps it will be Rose’s “Smile” and dorks will pass around pasted together bootlegs until he returns to record it for us to the response of polite critical acclaim.
Neil Young said it was better to burn out then to fade away and I’m going to be honest with you: I’ve never know what the hell that meant. I do know that a Guns N’ Roses, vanished over the horizon, the tether which links them to the oh-so-corporeal raw rock recordings of their past leading off towards the vanishing point is a better epilogue than most people could write.